Been a rough couple of weeks for me. Andy and I have been fighting, but we are doing MUCH better now. I got in a fight with one of my best friends who in no uncertain terms told me where I can shove it. Tonight I found out someone from my family has to have all meals with my grandma as she can no longer feed herself and the home she is in is a bit understaffed so they need us to help.
Is it wrong to want her to die? She doesn't remember hardly anyone in the family anymore, she can't dress herself, bath, or use the bathroom by herself. Now she can't feed herself. Really, wouldn't everyone be better if she was gone? She is a believer, so she has God to go to. The family can stop watching her die. Is that just horrible? I'd much rather she be my grandma, who makes the best biscuits and gravey EVER. Who use to make me do my homework, and we'd watch soap operas and sit in her hot tub and put together puzzles. But if she can't do anything anymore, what's the point?
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